Missed

Ibu’s Birthday 2009

I miss his presence in the house.

3 months ago, he left us permanently. But 4 months ago, he was no longer in the house.
I remembered the last time we talked, you were hesitating whether to eat that MacDonald meal that I bought for everyone. You stared at me and ibu gobbling up our burger while you had no choice but to eat that hospital food.
The look on your face, you really wanted to eat your share. And in the end, you finished the whole serving of curly fries.

Yes… that was the last time that we talked. The time when I promised you that I will treat you another meal when you leave the hospital. Little did I know, you were not gonna leave that place.

I used to think hospital is an awesome place. But I was wrong…

Ayah, I seriously miss you… Every time ibu talks about you, I couldn’t really do much. All I can do is talk to her nicely, encouraging her that you will always love her. She misses you so much, she always look forward to you coming home.
That bike there, hasn’t move since you left. The only memory left of you…

I love you. And I know you are happier up there. <3<3

Her Life

Hey. So how’s everybody doing so far?
Me? I’ve been busy, I think so…
Been busy thinking about school, grades (which pretty much sucks), CE points, FYP and PD.
A lot right? Well I’m just one of those people out there who are stressing out. What to do…

This semester is all about theories. I mean if you wanna compare with last year’s semester, I think this is tougher.
WHO LIKES READING RESOURCES AFTER RESOURCES?!!
Not me!!! Even after reading, I have no idea what the hell it is talking about.
And when I finally understood what is going on, too late already lah.

Sadly, my grades for the first week is pathetic. 3Cs and 1B.
Second week, hmm… I don’t see much difference. 2Cs and 2Bs.
People say it is just the start of a new semester. But then it is easier for you to say lah!
TSK! This is my last year in school, I don’t really want to screw it up.
I mean, Ibu pressuring me on one side, thoughts of my dad is pressuring me on the other.

Haish… How I wish there is unlimited excess to my brain, seriously.

I’ll be back for more. I have so many things on my mind, I’m just not ready to spill it here.

currently listening to Click Five’s Friday Night...

This is my playground…

Hey world!
I’m back in the world of blogging. Finally right?
But this time I’ll try using wordpress instead of blogger, just trying it out to see if it’s better or not.

Hmm so what should I blog about?
Life? School? Family? Friends?
Well this is my first post, so don’t expect too much from it. Okay seriously, I’m starting to feel the laziness here. As always it is the mind-block when I start to type.

Help? I need motivations to keep updating this wordpress.
I’m starting to talk crap now… I can be very draggy here.

Alright, I will update this again at night.
For now, I really need to start on my Design Studio homework!

Ta-ta!!

currently listening to … 2NE1’s In The Club